Tired of crying

trying to move on..wish i wud hav never loved u lyk dis..ive lost myself..nd now i just cant find d old me..everything seems empty nd lonely widout yu.. Remember dis?? u wrote dis..i still hav it..will always keep it wid me..i just wana love u all my lyf..i gave u everything i had..now i m broken..sleepless nd tired of crying..i wish i cud die.. i miss yu..d tyt hugs..d kisses showing unconditional love..nd just holding u in my arms lyk a lil baby.. :'( kya kar diya tumne?? ek baar bhi nahi socha mera kya hoga?? i kno one day ull realise but kahi tab tak der na ho jaye shona!! kab tak ladunga khud se?? ek na ek din haar jaunga..zindagi ab jeene ka dil nahi karta..mere saare khwaab adhoore hai tumhare bina..abhi abhi to zindagi shuru hui thi..haar gaya hu abhi se..please come nd hug me..just wana hug u nd cry nd tell yu every pain of me..sab kuch kho k tumhe paya tha..ab akela ho gaya hu..tumhare bina meri zindagi ki har ek subah bewajah hai..mera jeena bewajah hai..shayad koi nahi samajh payega mera pyar tumhare liye!! kyuki tum hi nahi samajh payi :'( i just want to close my eyes forever.. :'(